♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008
Hi ,Kinda , not bothering to post anymore .Cuz im lazy .:D .Anyway .Today i just wanna say waht i wanna say .For the past 2 months ,This has been bugging me .I've always finding troubles to people .And still adding on troubles to myself .Everyday ,A thought of you ,Made me cry .I thought i can get over you ,Eventually i cant .I dont know why .Or How ?But ,As i told you last time .You're my First and Final Fantasy .Whatever relationship i have .Wherever I go ,Whatever i do .You're still in my mind .That stupid mind of mine .Keep going alot of ways .If i didnt think that i would trust you .I would be still beside you .There , listening to your voice .Reading your messages .All over , once again .And yet still loving you .Im sorry that i`ve hurt you For my crying sake .Its cause ,I felt that im useless for you .I always had that thought of you leaving me .And yeah , now it did .I kinda hate your momma for kpkb-ing you .But , she's ur mama .And , you're dao-ing me again .Kinda hurts you know .I actually wanna ask ,If we could be back together again .Apparently .I dont have the courage as i know you're not gonna reply back to me .Im currently on the verge of tears each time i type ,But , truth now is ,IwannaLoveYoubacknow .Bryan , you took my last breath away .
Now i can hardly breathe without you .
Every moment , i thought of you .
Everywhere i see .
Is our past story .
I dont want them to have the same hurt as i had .
I missed that story that i began with you .
That beautiful friendship .
And that extraodinary love that you gave me .
I appreciated what you did for me .
And i was hoping that ,
I can make you love me back .
Its our sacred love .
And you scarred my heart .
I couldnt forget .
My love for you .
I still do ,
x/3
You're still my fantasy .
